Well, as Cari mentioned, we're at the half-way mark through this semester.... and the end couldn't come sooner.
So, what's going on in John's life..... let's take a looksey, huh??
I'm doing good up here. Just doing my last three required classes and taking two dance classes. I'm curently practicing up for the Utah Dancesport Championsh
ips that are coming up in about two weeks. I'm going to dance the American waltz, International waltz and Tango. If you want to go, they are going to be at the Wilkinson Center on BYU campus, and tickets are like 8-10 bucks. I compete the American waltz on Friday and the other two on Saturday. I recommend going on Saturday since the two International dances are my stronger ones, and there's gonna be some cool professional dancers that night or something. Worth the ten bucks to get in.
So, dancing is one of my new skills I have developed ove
r the past year. I always wanted to get into dancing ever since I was a little kid mainly because I always followed my own groove with regards to music. I like the international styles of ballroom because there's a lot of grace and flow to them. My strongest dances in my opinion are Tango and Foxtrot. Waltz is good... but I can't dance well to a slow song to save my life!! Good thing that there's a good amount of dance places in California and competitions so I can keep it up after I leave here.
Now, onto the academic portion of this. My classes aren't too bad this time around. Although I didn't score too high on some tests I've had so far, I understand the concepts. Honestly, I have never really cared about getting straight A's in my classes in college. In High School, this was a different story. Straight A's were what I looked for mainly bec
ause I didn't take that hard of a class load, relatively speaking. But in college, balancing swimming and a hard major took it's toll on my GPA, but hey. I graduated with a 3.0 and got into the masters program of Civil Engineering. I can say that I did my job well. ^.^
Also, my Masters Project is near completion. All there is left to do is talk to one of the members of my committee about my report, then print and sign. That's it!! My project was around computer modeling of driven piles subjected to lateral forces. Basically, they wanted me to analyze big steel beams that were driven in the ground and see what happened force-wise down the length of the beams. My advisor used some of the graphs I generated in a published report! So I'm a published engineer now!! YAY!!! All and all, the project was not too tough and I had fun working on it the past year. All I have to say is that I'm glad
my report was only 26 pages long (including blank pages and all the formatting) and that's shorter than the novel my older sister wrote for her thesis. I'm a happy camper!!
So many people ask me how I am faring being away from Cari... and I simply reply, "I'm slipping slowly into utter madness. Ya know, talking to myself in my apartment, seeing her there.... when she's really not there... Just the general form of madness." That usually gets a good laugh. But seriously, it's hard but bearable... just bearable. I came to a realization the other day, an epiphany if you will. I just kinda thought it would be like it was when I was single my Freshman year living in a room all to myself: Just do your homework, go to class, and play your video-games and you'll be fine. I am very wrong in this assumption mainly due to the fact that I know there's someone out there who really cares me enough to
wanna be with me for eternity..... and she's not here with me. You see, when you're single, you dream of that "special someone" and wonder if they exist. You seek and seek and hopefully find that special person who you wanna spend the rest of eternity with. But, in my case, I have found that person.... and she's not with me. I tend to look at this situation like the picture portrayed below. Yes, it's from an Japanese Animated cartoon called "Tsubasa Chronicles" (excellend anime series and worth the watch, if you're into that stuff) and it portrays our situtation to the T.

In the picture, the two protagonists are trapped in a glass bottle, separated by a glass pane. The two of them can see each-other, but cannot get past the glass wall. That's kinda how I see this time. I know there's the special someone there, I can see her through pictures, hear her voice through phone conversations and video-chat online, but we're separated by distance.... and it pains both of us to not be able to "be" with each-other. BUT, as I have mentioned, we're almost done, and we're gonna be better people and treasure the moments we have due to this time of separation.
So now, getting off the depressing topic which is the huge elephant in the room... I'm seriously doing fine. I'm eating well, exercising regularly, and learning new tricks with my skill toys!! I need to do a few videos displaying the new tricks I have learned... but I'm not sure when that will happen. Keep posted to my youtube profile, Theferrell1 , to see what I cook up in the next few months. The weather is beautiful and that is going to make for some great video footage!!
Well, I've spent enough time on this. I gotta get back to my homework!! Take care everyone, and next post will be after a wonderful week home during the Thanksgiving break.
- John